There are days....

There are days...
I hurt more than others.
I hurt still after all this time.
I hurt because I am overwhelmed by the world.
I hurt because I can only handle so much.
I hurt because I miss you.

There are days...
I worry about what the future holds.
I worry about the past.
I worry about what I did today.
I worry about my family, friends, and loved ones.
I worry about you.

There are days...
I dream about what could have been.
I dream about change.
I dream about a better life.
I dream about finding happiness and starting over.
I dream about you and what you are doing.

There are days...
I imagine my life being different.
I imagine what you are doing.
I imagine what you look like.
I imagine how much you would bring to my life if you were here.
I imagine you.

There are days....
I want to touch you, hold you, be your mama here on Earth.
I want to show you off on Facebook.
I want to talk about you with everyone.
I want you to be healthy and strong.
I just want you.

There are days....
Yes, there are days.

Love and miss you, baby girl.  <3